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I really liked how the colored xmas lights looked around the front window this winter (you could see them from inside during the night) and left them burning till just recently. Then I got the idea to get some strings of white led lights for inside to brighten things up around here.

Last night I woke up around 4 am, like I do so often, and sat and crocheted while listening to music - enjoying the lights. I thought to take some pictures of the lights as dawn was arriving. You can barely see Yoshi up on her haunches looking forward to the sun rise.

Just now I put up another string under the shelves and around the ceiling in my studio room.

Tomorrow is the operation. Supposed to be at the hospital at 10. Nothing after midnight tonight. I have felt kind of stressed out and dull today. Though I did get some things done that I wanted to do. Washed two loads of clothes and changed the sheets on the bed, cooked a dozen and a half hard boiled eggs and made a big pot of vegetable soup. Jules invited us over for tacos for dinner - that was nice. Afterwards we looked at his car, which had hit a deer yesterday while Hazel was driving into town. The car might be totaled. That could be a good thing. Jules has been wanting to get a new one. Just before dark Dave took Andy in his truck and I drove my car so I could drop it off to be inspected tomorrow. On the way back we were all together and stopped at an intersection when a fire truck went by, siren blaring, and Andy howled along with it. Funny. Earlier I wanted to go biking and Dave and Rossy put a new tire on my bike but then I felt very tired and my chest hurt - I had no energy so we didn't go. I feel like my traveling pain has traveled into the middle of my chest and put its ache there now. Any exertion makes it hurt. I think it is "fight or flight" time and I can't do either. Talking to my sister tonight and that helped me relax. Maybe I just need to BREATHE more.

Date: 2017-04-10 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good thoughts for tomorrow ...

Date: 2017-04-10 01:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you.

Date: 2017-04-10 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Breathing is good. Only natural to be nervedĀ  up about tomorrow. It will be OK. Love you. Sending positive vibes.

Date: 2017-04-10 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
It does help - thanks for the vibes.

Date: 2017-04-10 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Breathing <3 Good luck tomorrow xoxoxo

Date: 2017-04-10 02:03 am (UTC)

Date: 2017-04-10 02:50 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gracegiver
Love you Mary. You're going to be fine.

Date: 2017-04-10 04:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You'll be on my mind tomorrow. I hope you have time for your art therapy in the morning.

Date: 2017-04-10 04:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I will be thinking about you tomorrow, and will look forward to seeing you on the other side of this.

Date: 2017-04-10 04:25 am (UTC)

Date: 2017-04-10 08:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good luck for tomorrow. Sending positive thoughts.


Date: 2017-04-10 09:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Your front window, your work room are such lovely spaces!

I am sending you all good thoughts. A year from now -- no! four months from now -- this time will be a blurred piece of memory, you will be making your jewelry and going for hikes, and you will be happy.

Date: 2017-04-10 11:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you lots of love and hope!!! *big hugs*

(The lights look really lovely, too! Crocheting always helps soothe my nerves. Looks like a very calming warm place to do crochet.)

Date: 2017-04-10 11:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I hope the operation goes as well as it can do! *hugs*

Date: 2017-04-10 12:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thinking positive thoughts for you today. I hope no-one was injured in that accident with the deer.

Date: 2017-04-10 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Sending light and healing energy. You are in my thoughts today. You will be fine.

Your lights have added a warm glow to the rooms.

Date: 2017-04-10 03:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
thinking of you today - very much. xoxo

Date: 2017-04-11 12:11 am (UTC)
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I am with you tomorrow.
I have at least temporarily suspended my LJ account. Formerly known as Brendamom. If the official and legal contract is written in Russian and the English one is not signing do I invite Russian troops to stay here when they come? Paranoid old me.
Enjoying your FB posts.


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