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I found the bottom one on the dining room table early in the morning as I was cleaning it off - yes - I need something to combat the fear. Love others, love myself. Concentrate on love and not fear.

The top one was the fortune I got at the Chinese buffet when Dave and I had lunch there. Seemed apt. I do need to accept this cancer, this heart condition - then I can do something about it. Or find a way to live with it. Find a way to manage it and put it on the sidelines.

The middle one was Dave's from lunch. It seemed to apply too. After eating we were heading over to look at chicken coops at Tractor and Supply. We have decided that we need to continue on as best we can, even unsure of the future. I want chickens, he wants a shed, we both want a driveway. We can pursue those things.

Today looked like a nice day to start but it is getting darker as the day goes on. Will probably rain. It is nearly 70F. I went to OA this morning - that was good. But ever since I got back home all I have wanted to do is be up for short periods and then back to bed. Very unmotivated...

I think posting photos on dreamwidth is much more time consuming than it is on LJ - it's so easy on LJ. Hopefully I have succeeded with this posting but I don't think I will bother with cross-posting from DW in the future - unless I have to.

Date: 2017-04-15 07:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good advice from the fortune cookies. I think you have come to the right conclusions.

Date: 2017-04-15 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ha, hearing good advice is easier than taking the good advice. But at least it is on my mind.

Date: 2017-04-16 08:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good fortune cookies!

Date: 2017-04-16 02:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Those are great fortunes. I always hang on to the ones I like, thinking they just might come true,

Date: 2017-04-16 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Useful advice. :-) *hugs*

Date: 2017-04-22 08:59 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] thisnewday
"We have decided that we need to continue on as best we can, even unsure of the future."

I know these feelings, the anxiety, the fatigue, the hard fight to somehow remain on the tracks and just live. The leaning towards one another in the face of whatever may be next.

I know these feelings, they're running down my face, and I wish you and Dave all the strength and courage and the shear will it takes to endure these things.

Regarding the rest, I've just posted my first entry at Dreamwidth and will probably continue there. My DW screen name is ThisNewDay, formerly Olbuksings...


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